clearing cobwebs in my brain

It's final year exams again. I can't believe it's been one year since my form 1 finals. It seems like just, well, yesterday. oh well, last month. Literally.

So many things have changed since then. Including me. And friends. I've grown really close to Minru this year and CY, and Gabe. Love you people. Oh yeah, must not forget thiru. :)

I think, character wise, I've deterioriated since last year. I used to be really wooden and hardworking, doing whatever everyone asked me to do at the first possible time. But then there was so much to do I broke down.

And after that I started taking things easy. Until now I'm downright lazy. And I've really selfish, sometimes I do things for people with a motive. When I think of it now, I feel so guilty. So egoistic. Hopefully I'll change, but it's gonna be hard.

I've been swearing a bit too, lately. Just mildly. Like David said, I really have to put a "care of my tongue and guard before my lips". Something like that, haha, I can't remember the exact wording.

But one thing I can feel happy about is that I've made some people happy this year. I feel just happy thinking about it. :) I think that everyone should do their best to spread more smiles around, laugh like crazy once in a while (like me when I catch sight of min's face), get crunk, de-stress, y'know?

crunk = *crazy and drunk*.

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I love my nice new black strappy shiny stiletto heels from Nose!

Best of all, I even have a new evening dress to go with it! Bought it at a 70% sale, it was only RM 40+!

Now, I just have to find an occasion to wear it.

Someone hurry up, get married and invite me to your wedding dinner so I can wear my nice new black strappy shiny stiletto heels!