I'm sorry.

I am the biggest loser on earth.

*cue rotten eggs and tomatoes and soggy veggies*

I am nothing but a self-centred hypocrite.

I'm tired of acting.

I keep trying to control myself. Pretend everything's ok. Laugh like hell.

But in the end, I lose it anyway.

I cracked. in music class, of all places.

Thanks, CY and Flory and Sarah, for your concern.

I love you people.