note the yellow thingee.

I'm a happy idiot. *big smile.

dang.

i'm terrified.

wheee!

I don't know what to write, although I'm practically bursting.

asijdfg1924718yhjh5ljkhilu8430!!!

sweet tooths are a blessing.

I'm just gonna try erin's advice for just one week:

a) stop the *diet-so-I'll-be skinny*.
b) start eating and maybe i'll lose the pear shape.

Let's see if this works.

oh dear. if I stop dieting, kaymin will kill me.
if I don't stop, audrey will kill me too :(

*smiles. will go eat ice-cream now.

erin, will smack u after this. *evil grin.

***
Went to Digital Mall the other day to get pendrive for brother....and saw this cuuuute penskin!!

I want it! it's so cuuuuute!!

sadly my pendrive doesn't fit. :(

writer's block.

somehow or other, I have lost the blogging touch!!

i have become that dreaded thing : A Boring Blogger.

don't know why, lately I have had no inspiration to blog.... :(

although I've been happy as anything *big big smile.

***
since I can't think of anything suitably light to blog about, I shall do that despicable thing : COPY.

yes, from etain's blog. sorry sista, will totally owe you!!

*start copying.

Anyway, don't any of you ever become anorexic, okay?!?! If you do, I swear, I will hunt you down, use a spoon and dig your eyes out, cook it and feed it to crazy people, then I will stone you to death and chop your body up and make stew! Don't be bulimic, either!

IT'S OKAY TO BE FAT.

Yeaah, reallly wan. Forget what I said in the past! About how people should control their weight and shit.. Of course don't be obese la ok, you ninny. But yeaah, it's better to be fat than thin!

Fat = keep you warm, nice to hug, got sexythingies to shake when you dance.
Thin = no backside, unattractive, and I will laugh at you.

Oh oh, of course, if you are genetically thin, then that's a different story. :D

I said all of the above, because I have a friend who is anorexic and she's currently in the hospital. I'm not very close to her, but yeah, it's never nice to see someone you know go through shit like that.

SAY YES TO FOOD!

*copying done.

wheee.

pics from VBS

Today was my last day at VBS.

When I signed up to help out, I'd thought it would be a drag and hardly looked forward to waking up at seven in the morning. *wink.

But actually it was really fun and I made quite a few friends!
Lookie look :

this is william, my special friend.
isn't he a leng chai? *wink.

this is my little 7 year old colin.

he's gonna be a real ladies man when he's older :)


now this is my sista foreva. xoxo.

cute little colin.

this is 5 year old daniel.

took pictures of the toilet while waiting.

and the pretty banner.

han wei may not be a leng chai like william, but he makes up for it with lotsa affection.
he gave me a little paper star he made....so sweet.

haha....this is 21 year old kelvin. BIG KID HAH. :)

my little friends. i lurvvve them.

oh, little note : 7 year old william comes from SJK(c)damansara too! like me :)

i'm gonna miss him.

boo.

i am an idiot.

and i hate Hotlink.

moving...or not?

[*updated]

*swimming : the newest form of water torture.

Just went for my first swimming lesson with Coach Lily. (hey i have had lessons before okay, but this was the first with Lily).

And boy, me does NOT like water.

Neither does water like me.

All the time I'm kicking and kicking, trying to just float FORWARD....

and wheee.....I stay just where I am. still Kicking.

People pass by and ask, "Is she having a fit in the water? Siao cha boh."

Someone, please help me find an excuse to skip swimming lesson next week.

***

hmm. I wanna move to Xanga.

It's so much more organized there, but I just can't bear to uproot myself from here.

...leaving all these memories behind.

yea I know it sounds melodramatic, but it's like leaving a part of me behind here.

especially as I've found The Perfect Skin. Almost, anyway. *wink.

*stick your tongue out and everything will be fine*

i don't wanna be flat!!

if I diet, I look like a STICK.

or a PEAR.

if I don't diet, I look like a BALL.

BAH.

He Loves Lucy....but Lucy loves cakes. :)

[*update]
have just returned from reading rachel's blog. she says i look slimmer!

yay. :)

i miss keanu and erin and kaymin and audrey.

***

Have just spent the whole day at MPH reading chic lit :)

Came across this pretty yellow book called He Loves Lucy by Susan Donovan and it's so motivating!

It goes like this : Lucy, with the help of her amazingly hot trainer, Theo *giggle* aims to lose 100 pounds in a year. If she succeeds, there's some contract thingee that says she'll get a million dollars or something.

I wanna money to go shopping!! $$$$

It's a fun read for when you have nothing to do and wanna read something both motivating and romantic. :)

It was really emotionally tough for her because the press was following her diet really closely and re, not to mention her "relationship" with Theo. And of course, like any other typical story, she ends up having sex with Theo. pffft.

Oh wait. I have gotten off-topic. *smile.

the main point was, she did NOT lose 100 pounds.

she lost a freaking 91 pounds. 33 in the first month alone.

I can barely lose 10, and she goes and loses 33?!!

I am so inspired. :)

here's a quote :
"Whoever penned the phrase 'being thin feels better than anything tastes' should be forced to eat nothing but rice cakes for all of eternity."
-Lucy Cunningham-

what a dream.

i'm so confused.

never thought i'd be tangled up in my own feelings.

someone please remind me that dreams are not real.

***
somehow, today i find myself in a strangely peaceful, wooden state of apathy.

dead and inactive is what kay says.

it's barely the first day of holidays and i miss school already.

la la

he is so sweet.

Casino Royale

James Bond is a heartless jerk who kills for no apparent reason.

All those poor innocent people who just happened to be standing there when Bond decided to go on a rampage.

You've probably figured by now that Casino Royale kinda sucked.

Does anyone notice that James Bond movies are all the same?

There's one good guy : Bond.
One bad guy.

And then there's one hot lady who's good, and they end up having sex.
One hot lady. Bad.

In the end, there are 2 options :

a) the hot lady dies, and Bond avenges her death.
b) Bond catches bad guy and has sex with hot lady.

Pffft. I wanna watch Happy Feet.

just an ordinary day in a wacky world.

yesterday was a crazy day.

what can you expect from a bunch of teenagers with raging hormones cooped up together in a stuffy classroom?

This is what we did :

Jou Ee did a weird version of spider man with the wall...singing the powerpuff girl theme song.

Chern Yao was pole dancing with the door. ...THE DOOR.

Melanie stood up on her chair singing BA BA BLACK SHEEP.

I was doing a hawaiian dance in the middle of the class.

Joseph and his weird friends were playing...musical chairs. with no radio.. don't ask.

Wen Dee went up to Di Yuen saying " i wanna moo moo. you wanna moo moo? "

for some weird reason, yy went up to joseph and said.

"I WANNA PEE."

note: part of this was from yy's blog :) i was lazy to type.

Happee and Pathetic.

I used to think that girls who stare at the handphone, waiting for their significant other to call, were kinda naive. and a little pathetic.

Now I know how it feels.

BOY AM I PATHETIC.

But yea. he did! *big smile. so i'm happeeee.

***
here are some photos i took on saturday :

i hate mannequins, they always have such perfect figures.
but at least i have a HEAD.



sarah POSING.

missing people.

I MISSSSS HIM.

whee.

wheeeeeEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

i'm gonna have this big goofy grin on my face the whole day tomorrow.

I'm so happeeeee....

the guy always dies.

heyya! Just watched Wendy Wu : Homecoming Warrior.

it was okay I guess.....though some parts of it were really lammmme.

But anyway! Why must the hot guy ALWAYS DIE ?!?!

Tristan and Isolde.
Star Wars.
Romeo and Juliet.
yadda yadda la di da dum.

although Shen wasn't THAT hot..... they should have gotten a hotter one.
Oh I know, he didn't die but he ALMOST did. pffft.

girlpower fuiyoh.

***

I miss him.

no, not Shen. not hot enough to miss.

yes, the OTHER him.

I MISSSSS HIM.

a moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips.

i'm losing weight.

in all the WRONG PARTS.

and yes. i'm going flat.

i have become a glorious PEAR.

forgive me if i don't go yay.

it's a happy day....

If I could put down my mood in emoticons, it would be this :

:) :) :) :) :) :) :)

but that looks stupid. I like this better :


Talking to him always leaves me in a happy mood. I was hyper talking to minru before that.

now i'm just happy. :)

hyper -> happy.

you can say I've had a good day. :)

unlike a lot of people. poor things.

Mood today : happy. duh. ecstatic. exhilarated. all the happy happy words in the dictionary.

the list.

That person down there, was Kaymin Lim, sweet kaya potato muffin. muaxx. I need to post a pic of her here sometime soon.

Sorry that I haven't been here for one whole week peeps!

Here's a list of random la-di-da-dums to compensate.

10.) pink shorts are so pretty!

9.) appreciate the ppl around you b4 they're gone.

8.) it's so much harder to withstand food at home, where it's free. :)

7.) ajfhhgirakfhdsjkghiw. i'm in a good mood today. *smiles*

6.) it's amazing how pathetic I can get. you'd be surprised.

5.) shopping is GOOD FOR HEALTH.

4.) the bubbles on my feet have burst. yay.

3.) dalila's leaving. buy her a prezzie b4 it's too late!

2.) i have yet to find someone who didn't cry when reading "p.s. i love you."

1.) i miss him and am not gonna see him again the rest of the school year

afhjgo876ugvhfdjkhruiw8o76489rhui3jhrefkjshdf9o87y2!!!

***

oh yea. our guys got thrashed in the footie competition yesterday. 6-0.

good try, though! :)

and happy 18th birthday, joel ! nutcase :)

hmm. i now know 6 joels. *blur*

i. am. freaking. happy.

LIFE IS AGAINST ME.

I'm trying to get into the "happy" mood. or even "grateful" mood.

I'm aware I've been very blessed, I really appreciate the happiness in the life I lead. Somehow I'm not in the grateful mood.

I've been smiling all day and bloody hell, it HURTS.

[*deleted]

heyya nat. you are so gonna THANK me for deleting the rest. :)

oh yea. just to explain to the clueless people.

nat has had loads of ups and downs lately, and this was on one of the BIG BIG DOWNS. so she probably didn't mean it on the spur of the moment. :)

nat, remember i love u and i'm here kays. :)

whee.

i miss him.

no motivation. no inspiration. no nothing.

I wish Saturday would arrive faster.

Nothing like a depressing Saturday to get me back on track. :)

***

It's been 2 days already and my legs STILL hurt. *bummed*.

still can't play basketball. still can't even walk properly. still can't go shopping.

so fed up.

***

I've really been thinking too much about myself and not enough about other people.

Yes, okay, I admit. I am a self-centred hypocrite, a phony, and a superficial shallow-minded teenage girl.

Everything I do, I do for myself, my enjoyment, my gain and glory. Occasionally I do get concerned about other people, but it lasts about all of 24 hours, maybe.

Then I start thinking bout me again. :(

I really have to start putting others ahead of myself.